I'm not much of a writer, but I think this might be a way to help with my anger issues. I'm not sure if I'm just feed up with my job or the people I work with but as of late I have been getting a bit more irritated with everything and everyone. I hate the way I am always anger and irritable, it could be just one little comment and I will be mad for hours if not days. I think that I just need to find a way to make it all go away, one of my friends suggested that I should get into kick boxing/martial arts it might help me work off any excessive anger, so that I don't and make my working place a hostile working environment.
Let me just list down a few things or people that have been pissing me off:
#1 My boss - He has been complaining lately that he suffers from the lack of sleep. hello we all work the same overnight shift its not like he is the only one with that problem. We all have that problem he is the only bitch that is taking it out on everyone.
#2 The tone of voice people use with me - sometimes when they talk to me sounds like they are talking down to me like I'm stupid or something. Also they will spout out random ass rude comments like, oh if you work harder maybe it will look like you actually work or some shit like that. For one I do work and those lazy ass mother fukers all do the same god damn thing. Only thing is that it takes a lot of effort for me to sweat at all, so when we work and it isn't physically hard it wont look like I did a god damn thing. I'm not the one to tell the crew that if we work 3 hours hard we can slack off the next 5 and then fuken panic when shit doesn't get done.
#3 Listening to someones problems - I ain't got no problem listening to anyone's problems, I just don't like it when they ask for advice and then they say oh ok then continue complaining about the god damn problem. This girl I work with she is supporting her boyfriend because he can't find a job, she knows why he can't find a job she defended him perfectly on what was happening with him, then she goes on to say I'm tired of supporting him, he better find a job or I'm going to continue to treat him like shit and be a bitch to him. She fucken knows why he is having a hard time what the fuk dude!!! she answered he own fucken problem, she got the answer now shit the fuk up!!!!
I think that is enough venting for one day. Maybe this has help me keep my anger down so that I won't voice my opinion to the people I work with, maybe this is a good thing. My boyfriend often tells me that I get to worked up and need to let things go, I'm guessing he is right cause this can't be good for my high blood pressure.
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