Thursday, December 18, 2008

The World is Ending! Or was it just the Year?

Wow... I can't believe how fast this year went by, it doesn't even feel like its been a whole year. Gosh man, let me reflect on what I did this year... hmmm... I got another job this year, uh... I paid off one of my debts and nearly done with the rest of them. Wow I didn't really do much this year. Hmmm. Well I did go to a Japanese wrestling event, went fishing spent countless hours on the computer watching all kinds of drama, and I bought me a keyboard to learn to play.

notes from your hunny about stuff we did this year:

- hiking up diamond head for the first time and that other trail I don't know the name of.
- ice skating
- finally tried shabu shabu
- got to see the insides of a human being at the Bodies exhibit.
- got to meet John Cena (what? Gotta buy stuff to take a picture?! Hells nope!)
- not only did we see Dragon Gate wrestling, but we also saw WWE live again (including one of Ric Flair's last matches)
- got your first A in college
- chopped your hair shorter then you ever did before!
- finally took that 'step' and stood up to your mom and brothers
- drew your first comic strip!
- self taught yourself to play the keyboard/piano
- finally got a totoro!
- saw a crapton of movies (Iron Man, The Dark Knight, 3:10 to Yuma, P.S. I Love You)
- read the end of the Harry Potter series?
- read the end of so many series that you're brain actually twisted?
- blogged at least once a month, that is a HUGE deal for you!
- got into Korean, Chinese music/dramas

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Black Friday...

I cant believe that there are a lot of people that would wait hours in line just for a few sale items... CRAZY as hell that's what I call these people. This is my first christmas with the NEX, I think that I am mentally prepared for the onslaught come friday.The one thing that I can't get over is the fact that we started our black friday prep on monday and we didn't get out of the store till 3:00 am today. @_@ When I close my eyes all I see are Wii consoles x_x I spent the day stacking more Wii consoles, that and uh. . . gps. oh yeah we built a wall out of sharp blu-ray players a fuken wall of this shit mang. I feel sorry for our BOSE vendor lol from what I heard he doesnt really like merchiandise in his "show room" man we fuken filled that shit up. LOL. All I can say is thank god I don't open!

I haven't really been playing to much video games lately, I've been extremely tired. I wake up eat something commute by bus to work, work, get off then commute to my next job. I think that the total time that I spend at home is something like less then 8 hours and more then half of those hours are spent sleeping. I guess thats how life is though, nothing but work and sleep. I guess there might be a little more to life then that but right now I can't afford to do anything more then that, finaically I mean. Sorry way off the subject of video game. I have played a little COD World at War I think that it's an alright game only thing is that my boyfriend don't like playing that game with me cause I die in the same spot the smae mission over and over again it got to a point where he yell "what the hell are you out there for! this is not rambo! dont go in there with gun blazing." well not the exact words but something close, and really I cant remember much right now.

Well turkey day has arrived! TADA! damn I have no turkey. LOL I'm to lazy and tired to cook turkey today. Imma buy those already made meals! everything tastes better when you dont cook it! Happy Thanksgiving! not like anyone reads these post.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Holiday....

Wow, its so close to the end of the year. I guess when you get older the years pass faster, now I know what its like when one of the older people said wow, its been 10 year where has the time flown. Hmmm... I look back at how this year went, I guess its was an alright year, no major debt really, majority if my bills are paid off, I have learn some interesting things this year. Nothing that I can recall at the moment but I know that they were interesting facts.

I think that the only that I am really grateful is that I live on a different island from the rest of my family, I don't or ain't expected to buy all of my nieces and nephews presents. Auntie is a broke sum na beetch man, can you imagine buy presents for both of my brothers zoos. They have like five kids each, god dang man they are like bunny rabbits they keep popping out kids. Nah all kidding aside those kids are cool, only thing that I really am sad about is that I'm not really getting to see them grow up. Ii would move back to the Big Island but there is just to many problems that comes with living near my family.

Someday when or if I get my own house , imma light that sum na beetch up with christmas lights, living in a apartment you cant really attach anything to the wall or anthing and its not like I can put lights bordering just my apartment, I believe there are apt rules that say in order to put stuff up or make any kind of changes to the apt it needs to go through the board that runs this building complex. Ah well. I guess I'm just going to have to make do with what I can do.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

The Goal less Wander

Hmmm... I was the Goalless wander... That was until two weeks ago, I got into my depressed mood where I think that my life has no meaning and no purpose. Yeah, I know life always has a purpose and your life is what you make it with your actions and etc. But I just get into those days where when I reflect on what I have done with my life after high school, all I have done is get by. Working, slaving, gaming, lazying around. So really there is no one to blame but myself. Back on subject about how I was depressed I ask some of my coworkers if they had goals in life in which they do have goals and that I not looking past tomorrow had none. Forced into making a goal list starting with the most obtainable goals here is what I have come up with:

Goals In Life!
1. STOP BEING LAZY (I was told to put this at the top of the list cause everyone says that could do a whole lot more if I stopped being lazy)
2. Pay Rent (This was basically my whole goal list since I moved out on my own, but I was told that in order to get something I need to expand my list.)
3. Pay bills (Yeah no brainier here, but there are somedays not some but most days that I pick junk over necessities)
4. Save $20 a month (I found out in past years that if I say that I'm going to save money it really never happens, I figured that if I put a specific amount that it might be easier for me to save and since its a small amount at a time I wouldn't be tempted to dip into my new savings)
5. Learn to play another instrument: guitar, violin or piano (for sometime I have really wanted to play the violin, but the only thing that is stopping me from obtaining that goal is money right now. I have made a step to ask the pricing of the lessons plus a instrument it is quite a hefty fee. Maybe it will be better if I took piano lessons ?_?)
6.Learn a Language: Japanese, Chinese, Korean (My biggest and probably my most impossible goal out of my list it that I want to eventually learn all three of these languages... I have a hard time learning one language and now I want to learn three pfttt. I think I have gone mad)
7. Buy a new computer (Goes back to the saving money part T_T
8. Lose weight (I'm a chunky butt T_T I need to lose weight not only for health reasons but because if I get more fatter Imma need to invest into more clothes its like trying to dress a cow T_T)
9. Go back paddling (I miss cutting across the water, and watching the late afternoon sun reflection upon the water and the way I feel at peace being free on the open sea)
10. Learn Kickboxing
11. Go back to School (this was actually supposed to be up before learn to play an instrument. I'm to lazy to change the numbers so Imma put this at the bottom of the list)
12. GO TO WORK ON TIME!!! (I am permanently late ; ; my boss might kill me someday If i keep being late.

this should be enough writing for one entry, cause I'm tired now. need sleep ; ;

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Day of Fun

Well its kinda unusual for me to write blogs so close together, but I actually did something outside of the house. I figured that it was worth something to write about. Lets see uh... the other I went to Kakaako (no sure if that is spelled right) waterfront park, exciting right! Lol not really. I went there with my boyfriend and a friend to go fishing. Big waste of time ; ; we didn't catch any fish I believe we were there for like four hours ; ; the fish was smart enough to eat our bait and not get caught. I have been telling everyone that we went there for rock fishing cause that was all we caught. Around like 8 o'clock this grandpa set up shop a few feet from us and caught a fish in like ten minutes ; ; but I guess that was all that was biting cause in a hour or so he and his one fished lefted.

Oh yeah I HATE CATS! ; ; I hate cats cause cats hate me *cry* The other day at the park there were a lot of cats around but none of them would come to me, I tried for like 2 hours ; ; da kitty dont like me ; ; I really love cats but none of the cats will ever come me its like that where ever I go. My boyfriend says that because the cats know better, he said that the cats can feel the inner evil me. *sniffle* I'm not evil! lol

After the whole fishing escapade when were were about to leave I decided to roll down the side of the steep hill, and we stayed there for 2 more hours just rolling down the hill and talking stories. I'm guessing at our age which is mid 20's it looked a bit weird. There was like little kids there on a school trip and they were staring at us when we rolled down the hill, I guess no matter how old you are you cant really kill the inner kid in you. It was a pretty cool day, maybe next time we will catch some kinda fish!

Quotes:

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Wear short sleeves! Support your right to bare arms!

"Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the world together."

He who laughs last didn't get it.

There is a fine line between fishing and just standing on the shore like an idiot.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Another Month

Wow, another month has gone by its almost Christmas. It amazes me how fast the seasons fly by, maybe its cause I to do more to make it feel like a I did a lot in these past months. The only thing eventful wise that I did was see a wrestling match and I went to the game arcade. The wrestling match was cool, most of it was fast past and entertaining. I just loved those Japanese fan girls with their streamers and chants, it really livened up the show. I know some people say that after a certain age you shouldn't be playing video games, and grow up. But what's the fun about being serious all the time, got to find ways to let out the child inside. ^_^ Most times I go to the arcade place to play air hockey against my boyfriend, I believe that from all the games we played I believe that I'm winning, although he will say that I cheat at air hockey but he's just doesn't like to admit defeat.

Hmmm... Lets see what else is there to write about? Well I'm really into drama, I like watching most of the Asian dramas (Korean, Japanese, Taiwanese, and Chinese). I find it kinda unique at the way they express their love in the dramas, its so different from what we have in the USA at least I think its different. Lets see, so far after counting all of the Asian drama that I have watched I believe it about 40. The five dramas that I like the most is Nodame Cantabile, They Kiss Again, Ying Ye 3+1, The First Coffee Prince, and Hana Kimi Taiwain ver.

Recently I have been watching a Korean reality show called We Got Married. I find it very funny and interesting. It started off with eight celebrities Don Don, Saori, Solbi, Andy, Alex, Crown J and Seo Inoung. They randomly matched them, and then each pair have to live together as if they were a married couple, hence the name. I found that each of the couples all have a unique charm, its actually pretty funny and cute at some of the stuff that each couple goes through. Well this should be enough writing for one post. ^_^ Instead of quotes today I will post some lyrics from part of a song.

Falling Slowly - Glen Hansand

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
always fooll me
and I can't react
Games that never amount
to more then they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
we've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
you've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
and I cant go back
Moods that take me and erase me
and I'm painted black
you've suffered enough
and warred with your self
its time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
we've still got time

Monday, September 15, 2008

Bored

I'm bored ; ; I just cleaned my house. . . its been along time since I cleaned. Well I didn't really clean I just vacuumed and took out my crapton of trash er newspapers. Since I was up I decided to write something. Something and really nothing cause this is just a bunch of rambling crap.

Nothing new really over here, besides I have got the meanest headache and I think its coming from a knot that I have in my shoulders from swimming the other day. It sucks, not only am I overweight and out of shape old people can out swim me. I think I'm going to use it as motivation to exercise. So that in the future I can out swim those old fogeys at the beach. Its so sad to be so young and get beat by and old person ; ; old people rule lol.

Ah well I'm lazy I'm going to take a nap. lol

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

More Writing then Quotes!!!

Ah, its been a long week... I guess I should have warned my bosses that I am accident prone. One accident after another. In mid-August I had a beam from one of the steel racks at work fall on me when we were disassembling it, and now a couple of weeks later I have popped my toenail off. ; ; It was really painful for about 5 minutes. After I got pass the pain I took the time to cut down my toenail so that it wasn't that irritating. So I have been out of work for the last week just lazing around the house doing nothing.

Well I have been playing Mario Super Sluggers on the Wii, I am very disappointed ; ; I suck at that game. I have no talent at video game baseball. I have been reduce to play my Wii games and DS games because our XBOX 360 died the other week. ; ; It was a sad event... I sent it out for repairs the other day so it will take a couple of weeks I guess. I've been tracking my xbox though so far its been to the Big Island and then California. I guess they don't do any tracking stuff over the weekend cause when I went to check it, it said that tracking will begin on Monday. Anyway enough rambling on that subject.


Oh yeah today I went to see the Japanese Wrestling show that was at the Waikiki Shell, it was friging awesome. I'm not the best person at giving good details. But I will try to give some anyway. The matches were really fast paced and the wrestler themselves were mostly in shape and full of energy. Its pretty cool how the Japanese fans throw streamers at the wrestlers they like as they are being announced, all these different colors streamers flying around the ring, its cool. Some of the matches had slight humor to it, and that bug guy character that is like a ring boy I feel sorry for that dude. Goes out there trying to help the other wrestlers and ends up down the bleacher stairs and a chair over his head. Hopefully they buy him dinner later cause that dude is pole skinny. I found the whole show very enjoyable and I thought that is was something that would be worth watching again. Oh yeah, I finally saw some of our local wrestling talent... its not the greatest but it is something that they worked hard at, I give them props for going out there and giving it their best. ^_^


Quotes
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

Borrow money from pessimists - they don't expect it back.

Hard work pays off in the future, laziness pays off now.

If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.

The man who smiles when things go wrong has thought of someone to blame it on. - Robert Bloch

The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think

There are no stupid questions, just stupid people.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Birthday

A year older, but it doesn't feel much different from last year. One more job, and still negative in the bank. I have no idea where all my money goes, I think that my butt is getting bigger. So my money might be going to support a bigger ass.

Still not going to school, I don't know what will motivate me to continue. When I think about it I want to go to school but when it comes down to it I never even signed up for classes. Maybe someday soon I will get the kick in the ass I need to be motivated. Life now days is the same continuous pattern everyday. Eat, go to work, go to second job and then go home and sleep. Nothing really changes. Well some days I do squeeze in video game time and a book. I wonder how much different my life would be if I actually had some kind a motivation?

Well lets see what else I can put in this blog. Lately I have been reading a lot off books. First off some of my favorite authors are Nora Roberts, Kay Hooper, Christina Dodd and Amanda Quick. They are mostly romance writes, one thing that I really like about their books is that its funny. I also love the way that some off the authors uses mythology to bring the main characters together. I find that writing about stuff I read is actually boring @_@ but since I put the effort to writing it I'm going to leave it in this post.

Well there really isn't anything else that I can think to put in this blog. When I comes to writing I'm not very good at this, and its not like anyone else reads my crap ^_^ so there isn't going to be a bored audience, so at least I'm thankful for that.


Quotes:
Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise - Alice Walker

The most decisive actions of our life ... are most often unconsidered actions. - Andre Gide

If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change. -

Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived.
-Captain Jean-Luc Picard
played by Patrick Stewart, from the film "Star Trek: Generations"

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Nothing New

Hmm... Another month gone, not much is changed. Well maybe a little has changed, for one I've got a new job. So instead of being terminally lazy I have to work. ;_; I had felt that staying home and watching hours and hours of drama, and lazying around the house was a waste a time. I felt that I could of done something more productive with my time so I got a part time job. I am slowly craving the days of laziness, I yearn for hours where I can sit around and vegetate. Like the shirt I bought from Sears many months ago... I don't suffer from laziness, I enjoy every moment of it. ^_^
I'd write more about politic and news thats been happening but I don't watch the news nor do I read the newspaper often. Although I have a newspaper delivered to my house everyday, its in a pile for weeks till I decide to throw it away. Oh and every once and a while my boyfriend and I have newspaper fights, the newspaper usually comes in a plastic bag and on those rare occasions when we are feeling quirky we attack each other with till the bag breaks and then get another. I think our neighbors think we are crazy. Well I think thats enough from me, my brain is starting to hurt trying to think of what else to put up on here. Maybe next month I will write about all the books that I have read in the last 3 months, I think that I am up to 12 books since June. Its hard for me to keep count since my books are strewn all across the house.

Quotes:
Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep. Carl Sandburg

The cost of living's going up, and the chance of livin's going down. Flip Wilson

You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'. Chris Rock

Silence is not only golden; it is seldom misquoted.

Monday, June 2, 2008

Blurry Days

Another month... life sure does fly by. Minutes blur into hours, hours blur into days, days blur into weeks... i guess you get the picture. Lets see if I were to die tomorrow, would I look back on my life and regret anything? hmm... that is a tough question. I haven't traveled very far, I haven't really accomplished anything really. No, I don't think that I would regret the life I am living today. I have traveled to Singapore and Thailand. Went to California and Las Vegas. I don't have very big dreams, I live my life day to day. Just getting by month to month is fine for now, I cant say that I'm disappointed that I don't have dream job, cause I don't know what my dream job would be. Why regret something that I never have. Someday I will make up my mind on what I want to do, but unfortunately today is not the day.

I got this quote off a blog of a Taiwanese singer:

"Life is not about how hard you can hit.

Life is about how much you can get hit and moving forward!"
Always do your best and Never Give Up! Fahrenheit - Wu Chun

Random Quotes:

Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living.Anais Nin:

Dost thou love life? Then do not squander time, for that the stuff life is made of.Benjamin Franklin

Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,
And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living.

adapted Bertrand Russell

Note to Self: must write longer blogs, quotes are longer ;_;

Monday, May 19, 2008

The Beginning Of The End!

I am not much of a writer but I will give this blog a chance. Lets begin with something common hmm. The weather in Hawaii has been pretty crappy, its hot, sticky and hazy. The heat alone make me irritable, then throw in the sticky, sweaty feeling and its absolutely murder >_< style="font-style: italic;">Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils ... - Louis Hector Berlioz
There are no stupid questions, just stupid people.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

It takes 46 muscles to frown but only 4 to flip 'em the bird.

You laugh because I'm different...........
I laugh cause I just farted!