The Goal less Wander

Hmmm... I was the Goalless wander... That was until two weeks ago, I got into my depressed mood where I think that my life has no meaning and no purpose. Yeah, I know life always has a purpose and your life is what you make it with your actions and etc. But I just get into those days where when I reflect on what I have done with my life after high school, all I have done is get by. Working, slaving, gaming, lazying around. So really there is no one to blame but myself. Back on subject about how I was depressed I ask some of my coworkers if they had goals in life in which they do have goals and that I not looking past tomorrow had none. Forced into making a goal list starting with the most obtainable goals here is what I have come up with:

Goals In Life!
1. STOP BEING LAZY (I was told to put this at the top of the list cause everyone says that could do a whole lot more if I stopped being lazy)
2. Pay Rent (This was basically my whole goal list since I moved out on my own, but I was told that in order to get something I need to expand my list.)
3. Pay bills (Yeah no brainier here, but there are somedays not some but most days that I pick junk over necessities)
4. Save $20 a month (I found out in past years that if I say that I'm going to save money it really never happens, I figured that if I put a specific amount that it might be easier for me to save and since its a small amount at a time I wouldn't be tempted to dip into my new savings)
5. Learn to play another instrument: guitar, violin or piano (for sometime I have really wanted to play the violin, but the only thing that is stopping me from obtaining that goal is money right now. I have made a step to ask the pricing of the lessons plus a instrument it is quite a hefty fee. Maybe it will be better if I took piano lessons ?_?)
6.Learn a Language: Japanese, Chinese, Korean (My biggest and probably my most impossible goal out of my list it that I want to eventually learn all three of these languages... I have a hard time learning one language and now I want to learn three pfttt. I think I have gone mad)
7. Buy a new computer (Goes back to the saving money part T_T
8. Lose weight (I'm a chunky butt T_T I need to lose weight not only for health reasons but because if I get more fatter Imma need to invest into more clothes its like trying to dress a cow T_T)
9. Go back paddling (I miss cutting across the water, and watching the late afternoon sun reflection upon the water and the way I feel at peace being free on the open sea)
10. Learn Kickboxing
11. Go back to School (this was actually supposed to be up before learn to play an instrument. I'm to lazy to change the numbers so Imma put this at the bottom of the list)
12. GO TO WORK ON TIME!!! (I am permanently late ; ; my boss might kill me someday If i keep being late.

this should be enough writing for one entry, cause I'm tired now. need sleep ; ;