Boring Day

I have got to say that some days my job is extremely boring. Well so far this last month has been really boring, because of the economy they cut back on how much they can spend to import items from japan, and because they cut back on importing there is less stuff for our night stock to put away. I guess you can say it one of those situations where damn if you do and damn if you don't. I say that because when there was a crapton of stuff to put away during the holiday, I was like damn them where the hell are we going to put all of this shit! Imma kill dem!!! Lol. Now its like what the hell we going to do tonight? That is only work enough for 3 hours what the hell are we going to do for the next 5 hours?

Its been a very fast year, I barely realized that half the year has gone by already. Damn, that was fast. Oh yeah, my boyfriend and I have bought a ps3. Its pretty cool some of the games on the ps3 network is different and creative. They have this game called flower, its not much game wise but its beautiful and fun. The whole point is that you start of as a petal in the wind and the whole point is to open all of the flowers as you breeze past them. Simple but the graphics are very lovely. One of the other games that I enjoyed playing was Little Big Planet. It was fun as you get your little sack guy across the level, some levels were hard but the some of the levels that other people have built was very creative.

Lets see I'm going to make a list of books that I have read in the last month or so.
Nora Roberts - Visions in White
Mary Balogh - Seducing an Angel, At last comes Love
Johanna Lindsey - No Choice But seduction
Lynn Viehl - If Angels Burn

I believe there were more books but I'm not at home to look at the books but this is all I can remember. It suck for me to buy books because I finish them in less then a day ;__; I guess that I will continue this list later I think this is enough writing for one day. hopefully I will write more later.

Just another day

This is the second day that we changed our schedule for our over night shift, its not all that big off a difference we start an hour earlier so in return we get off earlier. For me it is the same cause I went to sleep the same time this morning, but for my boss he said that he was so much fresher. I'm guessing it should be a good thing.

Didn't do much to day really just got up and went to pizza hut, ate the buffet for the first time in like five years. The pizza was pizza, but the desert pizza was good. It was bread covered in cinnamon sugar goeiness with some frosting, yummy ^_^. Since I have finished school my brain hurts less, I don't have those massive headaches from trying to cram as much information as possible in a short span. My boyfriend was right though if only I had started my paper back at the end of March I would of had a much better paper. Hopefully I can improve where I am horribly bad at.

Chicken Scratch

I'm not much of a writer, but I think this might be a way to help with my anger issues. I'm not sure if I'm just feed up with my job or the people I work with but as of late I have been getting a bit more irritated with everything and everyone. I hate the way I am always anger and irritable, it could be just one little comment and I will be mad for hours if not days. I think that I just need to find a way to make it all go away, one of my friends suggested that I should get into kick boxing/martial arts it might help me work off any excessive anger, so that I don't and make my working place a hostile working environment.

Let me just list down a few things or people that have been pissing me off:

#1 My boss - He has been complaining lately that he suffers from the lack of sleep. hello we all work the same overnight shift its not like he is the only one with that problem. We all have that problem he is the only bitch that is taking it out on everyone.

#2 The tone of voice people use with me - sometimes when they talk to me sounds like they are talking down to me like I'm stupid or something. Also they will spout out random ass rude comments like, oh if you work harder maybe it will look like you actually work or some shit like that. For one I do work and those lazy ass mother fukers all do the same god damn thing. Only thing is that it takes a lot of effort for me to sweat at all, so when we work and it isn't physically hard it wont look like I did a god damn thing. I'm not the one to tell the crew that if we work 3 hours hard we can slack off the next 5 and then fuken panic when shit doesn't get done.

#3 Listening to someones problems - I ain't got no problem listening to anyone's problems, I just don't like it when they ask for advice and then they say oh ok then continue complaining about the god damn problem. This girl I work with she is supporting her boyfriend because he can't find a job, she knows why he can't find a job she defended him perfectly on what was happening with him, then she goes on to say I'm tired of supporting him, he better find a job or I'm going to continue to treat him like shit and be a bitch to him. She fucken knows why he is having a hard time what the fuk dude!!! she answered he own fucken problem, she got the answer now shit the fuk up!!!!

I think that is enough venting for one day. Maybe this has help me keep my anger down so that I won't voice my opinion to the people I work with, maybe this is a good thing. My boyfriend often tells me that I get to worked up and need to let things go, I'm guessing he is right cause this can't be good for my high blood pressure.