I not sure if I would call myself a fan gurl, I'm not much of the screaming and running up to celebrities and touching them. But, my boyfriend would call me a fan gurl, just because I know that one of the celebrities that I like is on the island and I keep tabs on where they have been spotted, if that makes me a fan gurl so be it. Its not like I will hunt every hotel in Waikiki to look for them or something, I just find it cool that people are really good with their stalking skills and can keep tabs on celebrities and post it on the internet for people to read, I maybe a bit information hungry but that is all I am because for one I am very lazy, and two I don't think that celebrities like screaming stalking people following them on what little time they have to themselves. I know that it would be my loss if I don't see them but if it was meant to be then that is fate.
I stood in line for 4 hours to see John Cena and all I told that dude was "Hi, and uh nice to meet you." I'm not even sure I said nice to meet you, but I was thinking what the hell am I doing in this line, I have a problem talking to people to begin with and I want to stand in line to meet a celebrity, what the hell was I thinking. I'm not one of those people that are like OMG! I AM LIKE YOUR BIGGEST FAN! I LOVE YOU!!! I have a hard time plain and simple. I get embarrassed really easy, and I don't like when people have a really focused stare, and stare at me because then I feel really uncomfortable. Maybe one day I will fully evolve into screaming fan gurl! But until then I will be my uncomfortable self, someday I will work on that self confidence.
