Chocolatier

I just found out that I am a really boring person. I had rented this game off of Gamefly maybe less then two weeks ago and I have finished it. Its not a very exciting game, you click on shops, stores and different locations.You go around the world buying ingredients to make certain recipes. Each location sells specific items. Then you click to sell stuff, as you go along you collect different recipes for chocolate and then new areas will open. The whole point of this game is click, click, click. I am such a boring person, I have no idea what I found entertaining about it, but I just had this urge to collect better recipes. At least i finished it with more then 13 million makes me feel rich T_____T cause you know I'm broke as dirt in real life.

O_O THIS GAME IS EXTREME! THE BEST GAME EVER! My quest for world domination is over mwahahahahahahaha! OK I think that I have finally cracked. LOL

Bored

I know there are days when I want to stay home from work just because I don't want go, but when I am home sick I want to go to work. I hate work but it always seems like instead of stay home sick work is a better option. I must be feeling a little better at least I am up and around the house, trying to cook something, and trying to do laundry. I just feel a little dizzy now and then. right now gatorade is my best friend. I have been weary about water when I am sick, cause the last time I was sick and drank water that shit didn't stay down, the only thing that would stay was the gatorade. I think this is enough for the bored/sickly person I ain't feeling to hot sitting here I think I am going to lay down and rest.

End of the Road Rant

I have come to the end the road for one of my jobs, I have gotten to the point that I can't stand going to work, management disturbs me, and every little thing bugs me. I know that there is like one good point of staying there is medical but they just don't pay me enough to care anymore. For one thing when I came off of night stock they were only supposed to take fifty cents off, but then they took an extra twenty five cents. I know that to some people that is nothing but when you don't get paid much to begin with that is a lot.

One of the few reasons that I have stayed there this long is because there are some pretty cool coworkers, but the other day we were having a conversation on why we are still at this grocery store and a lot of people say that is cause of the co-workers. When asked if they were offered better pay somewhere else if they would leave they said no cause they would miss everyone. Then when I answered people thought that I was heartless, I told them yeah I would miss them but if given the opportunity I would leave for better pay, one they don't pay my bills and two they don't put the food on my table. A lot of people that I work with don't get that. One they have the luxury to live at home with there parents who relatively pay for every thing.

They tell me how I don't understand what its like and how hard their life is with all the bills they pay, when I ask them what kind of bills and how much I usually get the same response. . . their cell phone, gas for their car and then maybe a utility bill. I think that living on my own with my boyfriend has made me semi bitter to those that are supposedly "struggling", cause the first thing out of my mouth is at least you have a car you can drive I cant afford a car cause I don't make enough to cover payments. Then I get into an extremely drawn out argument cause I don't understand. I don't understand? HOW THE FUCK CAN'T I UNDERSTAND! I live with my boyfriend in a apartment where we have to pay fucken $1100 for rent, then we have to pay utilities, phone, fucken groceries. . . the list never fucken ends. How can't I understand that living at home with parents is fucken hard! Man I wished I lived at home with parents that paid for fucken everything! I trade those bitches one month of my life so I can understand how fucken hard is it to pay for practically nothing.

Totally not what I started to write about but I guess I needed to get that off of my chest. I have been haterizing against a lot of people I can't tell them what I actually think cause then no one would talk to me, not like work is for socializing anyway. Maybe next time I will write about the intended subject.

Art

Flowers To Go

The Martini Derby

Class Collaboration #3

Class Collaboration #2

Class Collaboration #1

I felt that I should expand my horizons a little and add some spice to this blog. . . I don't know if this would do but its something new for me. All of these art work was done for my art 213 class. The first two drawings was done by me and the last three was a class collaboration, it was worked on by everyone in class at least once.

The first picture is called Flowers To Go. It was a drawing I had to do for a statue that is supposed to reflect my personality, that was the original idea but some of the items that I had chosen for it didn't hold my interest which was how I got the origami as a topper for my Chinese take out box. That drawing was a pain in my ass! It took me 4hours for the first drawing and then I had to take it to class and had one of those working critiques and then it took me another 4 to 5 hours to make it bit more polished.

The second drawing was a project called Spin the bottle. I was supposed to draw a bottle moving either bouncing or spinning. I spent hours upon hours trying to draw bottles in motions and finally cracked and started drawing cartooney stuff, it drove my teacher mad she kept giving me a lecture on taking my art seriously. I told her that I hated drawing bottles and ellipses. The on the day my project was due I handed her The Martini Derby, then she told me she wanted me to do a series of them. I am a total procrastinator and is still thinking of ideas for the Glass series.