Wow. Christmas is almost upon us, who would of thought that the year would pass by so fast. All I know is that hopefully next year will be better financially. This year kind of sucked money wise, it seems that every time me and my boyfriend try to save money we all ways end up paying something off with our savings. Maybe I should be like this girl I know and think of it as money going to pay for something. Instead of calling it a saving fund, call it the in case I forget to pay the electric fund, or something snazzy like that. I can't call it a tire fund, cause I don't own a car. I can't call it a fix the house fund cause I rent, and I defiantly can't call it the Las Vegas fund cause I know I won't save enough money to get there.
Finally the semester is done! I passed all of my classes! I am so stoked, most people won't even get excited over a C but I am just so happy that I passed Japanese class. At least I can say that I passed it! Art class I got a B. It's alright i guess, I know I wasn't that dedicated to it, maybe next semester I will put more effort into my art. I wonder what people see in my drawing that I don't. This teacher is the second one to tell me that if I learned a bit more and put some dedication into it that I would be an outstanding artist. Most of what I have drawn all I see is flaws, I don't see anything that special compared to everyone else. I think I was the one that least progressed at least from what I have seen. Maybe I need to draw for fun more often, and get my head out of the books. I don't think that I can get any job reading a book.
Well hopefully I will write something else before the end of the year. I think I need to write some kind of count down since everyone does. Like what I like most, or something like that. We will see I can't promise my self anything since I am the only one that really reads this. But it is true that I am writing more for my self then an actual audience. So many things have happen this year. I just have to make sure I didn't lose any memories, sometimes I by pass the good memories and dwell on the bad, hopefully I can grow and let things go. Well I will say merry Christmas and it I don't make it back for my sequel Happy New Years.
