Well I have really neglected to write this month, I'm just plain lazy. All I pretty much do is go work, come home roll around the house a bit, read a book and go to sleep. I guess that is what I do all the time. I haven't watch any new dramas lately, I have read a few books this month, trying to get the reading bug out of my system because I start school next week and when I read my mystery thriller books I tend to neglect everything else. I don't know if its because I'm overly tired or if I'm just to damn heavy but my knees have been killing me lately. No matter if its my day off or if I'm walking around it hurts like hell and it not just one knee but both of them.
I know I have got to lose weight which I have been trying to do. Every time I use the weights which is like 5lbs by shoulder hurts like hell. I know people will say that I am terribly out of shape but its kind of hard to say that when I am lifting things regularly, its not like I am sitting in one place and wasting away, I move my arms all the time. Its just when I am doing stuff that requires rotating my shoulder and arm, I'm guessing that cup area it hurts really bad. So painful I have to like take some painkillers and stuff, I try to rub on some Chinese ointment that take away the pain, but man I don't know what to do. My boyfriend says that I am totally out of shape and that its supposed to hurt, hell I only have to do like just 20 counts of those lift the 5lb weight over my head and that shit still hurts. I wonder some days if I should really get that shit checked out by my doctor.
Oh well maybe I will tell em on my next visit. I think I bitch and moan in every one of my post which is kind of depressing cause it means I got nothing good to talk about, or if the bad just completely over shadows the good in my thinking. Oh I have one good note, after counting my credits I think I only have like 3 more years till I actually graduate and this is with my off and on schooling and taking one class per semester, unless I start taking 4 classes per semester and then I will graduate in like a year or so. I am getting somewhere finally. I have made progress even if it is hella slow progress.
